Innocence
“Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting: The Soul that rises with us, our life’s Star – Hath had elsewhere its setting, And cometh from afar; Not in entire forgetfulness, And not in utter nakedness, But trailing clouds of glory do we come from God, who is our home.”
We are born into this world with a clean slate, a blank computer programme, and it is upon this interface that the foundation of our lives is built. Having just arrived in this reality, our awareness still has a strong connection to spiritual reality and the Oneness Field of Source Energy. We are in a state of innocence.
Programmed to cry
Our instinctual programming is very important in our early life. When we are hungry or uncomfortable, survival mechanism steps in and we cry until our demands are satisfied. This behaviour is entirely unconscious and is built into the human genome.
Totally authentic
When we are young, we are totally authentic beings. We are spontaneous. Nothing is hidden. Our emotions are instinctual and honest. We laugh, giggle, play in pure joy, we are excited, motivated, curious and creative. If we are hurt, we cry, scream, kick, feel betrayed, sad, scared, alone and helpless. We are open books, our life pages untainted by the horrors of life. We don’t hide behind a mask or fake smile. Our spiritual being is very much alive.
The fading of the dream
“Heaven lies about us in our infancy! Shades of the prison-house begin to close – Upon the growing boy, but he beholds the light and whence it flows. He sees it in his joy.”
As soon as we are taught about the world and our place in it, our spiritual realities, our faerie worlds are blotted out by ridicule and other people’s thinking. As a result, we become locked into the illusion of separation.
Thought… not spiritual understanding creates our world, our cities, establishments and culture. But sadly, in the midst of materialism and the fight for survival, the magical dreams of childhood fade away.
“The Youth, who daily farther from the east must travel, still is Nature’s Priest, And by the vision splendid is on his way attended: at length the Man sees it die away, and fade into the light of common day.” William Wordsworth.
Trauma
As children, most of us have been abused or traumatised in some way by our parents, peers and
contemporaries, either physically, sexually or mentally, and perhaps for some poor souls all three.
It is a fact of life. It is generational!
In order to survive in negatively charged environments, we soon find that lying is the best strategy. It becomes a survival mechanism which leads to a society where lying, cheating, blatant dishonesty, fakeness, inauthenticity is normal, and in today’s materialistic cult-ure all of the super ego traits above are rampant.
Inauthentic
When we view modern day society, we see that the majority of people, especially those in the public eye are as inauthentic as they come. They are all about power over others, possessions and appearances, worried about their reputations and what people think of them. They constantly fabricate lies and half-truths. We could say that indoctrinating us with religious, racial and political dogma built on division and hate… is abuse. In that case every one of us have been abused.
The seduction of the super ego
According to Sigmund Freud, human personalities have three aspects. The id, the super ego and the ego. The id is made up of man’s primal urges and instincts – the human blueprint or programme. The super-ego, the ‘me’ with its status quo standards, -and the ego that mediates between the demands of reality, the biological urges of the id, and the often insanity of the super ego. It seems to me that the id is the species programme. Just like cats do their thing, chickens do their thing, we also have subconscious programming for our species.
Thought and thinking
“Thought is so cunning, so clever, that it distorts everything for its own convenience. The me is the mischief in the world.” Krishnamurti
Research shows that our ego comes online around the age of two. It is not until the word ‘mine’ and the feeling associated with it is discovered that the ego develops. The ego is necessary for survival in this reality. It is the organiser. It gives confidence and stability to the individual. However, the balanced ego is often overtaken by the thinking mind, the super ego.
Edging out God
This takeover by the super ego, the ‘foreign installation’ as Don Juan calls it, often manifests as arrogance, pride, vanity, envy, judgement, prejudice, the need to control, lust for power, fanaticism, and an obsession with getting for self at all costs. The driving force of the super ego is fear, desire and pleasure. And, if we allow it to take root in our consciousness, it will install fear in every aspect of our lives. An out of balance super ego blots out spiritual reality. It edges out God.
Forever ego
As long as we live in a physical body, we will have an ego. When we die to this life, and are drawn back into another round of incarnation, a new ego will be born and will develop a new personality for that lifetime called ‘me’.
Do you see this?
Doing it now
Life eternal is not a state we go to after death, but it is an inner condition of consciousness to be attained now while we live. Then we can consciously die.
It’s time to be an authentic being….
As Radhakrishnan wrote: “The oldest wisdom in the world tells us we can consciously unite with the divine while in this body; for this man is really born. If he misses his destiny, Nature is not in a hurry; she will catch him up someday and compel him to fulfil her secret purpose.”
Until next time, stay in love with your life.
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Kathy Graf
April 11, 2023 at 11:47 amreally great write up. Thank you for sending it
Kathy Graf
ethompson
April 11, 2023 at 12:27 pmMuch love, Kathy.
markfarrar
April 12, 2023 at 4:21 amI tried my best to become a grown up
but I just couldn’t do it . I kept remembering
that it is all just a game of pretend , that nobody else
could see … I was on my own for half a lifetime ,
cramming my 5D head through a 4D hole ,
into a 3D world of nonsense and rules .
eventually , I just stopped trying …..
ethompson
April 12, 2023 at 7:54 amDitto! Much love, Mark.
markfarrar
April 18, 2023 at 5:05 amI keep coming back to this ….
the oldest wisdom in the world tells us
we can consciously unite with the divine while
in this body , for this man is really born . if he misses
his destiny. , nature is not in a hurry , she will catch him up
someday and compel him to fulfil her secret purpose …..
truly beautiful and reassuring words , thank you .
ariel
April 22, 2023 at 7:47 amYup. I never gave up. We were offered the deal. I refused to SELL OUT.
The ego and the body are psycho/soma/tic. So many things are untrue in the words we use to describe them….’infinity’ ‘time’ ‘right and wrong’, ‘war’, ‘peace’ ‘health,’ ‘sickness’ ‘love/hate’ and so on.
It’s all subjective and entirely dependent on our programming, even ‘life’ and ‘death.’ There is no division. As Elva often writes ‘It’s the ONE LIFE’ with no BOUNDARIES.
I tried normality but couldn’t make it stick. I had to recognise that my program/mama/ers, home and school, were basically misguided, even insane. Governed by war/ped, nay INSANE ideologies and kowtowing before idols without substance. My all-time favourite (this life so far) was the RC PHD priest who told us ‘You HAVE to believe it. It’s a MYSTERY.’
So I deliberately ran my life post 1985 as a research laboratory. And I have taken a fair bit of stick for it.
As I have said before, I could see that my mother and both my grandmothers were NOT using their INTUITION, and I could see how the collective energy/frequency pool worked and how I could just consciously access it. So I did. Consequently my intuition and frequency reading abilities amaze me and they/WE are getting more and more aware and sensitive as they days grow metaphorically darker we will shine more brightly. Don’t/You CAN’T be frightened of your own power, but use it wisely. Telempathy and telepathy are REAL You CAN read other’s thoughts. Just be careful what you do with the info.
It’s all about LOVE. I guess we have to write it in capital letters to distinguish it from the purely hormonal version which tends to fade. The real stuff just grows stronger as you REAL-ISE who is real and who is just faking it. So what, you’ve always been surrounded by loonies, that’s where we are, born into the rather large asylum, but with the rather necessary ability to figure it out and see it for what it is, and in the words of whoever, ‘NEVER GIVE UP.’
Consistently beautiful in its truest sense.
Love you, ELVA xxxxx
Iam
May 2, 2023 at 10:38 amI must have missed this one!
Great insights Elva!
It is true, as long as we exist in this reality, we have ego.
It is interesting how others may misinterpret ego in us simply because of the ego resonance, or what they “want” to see of us with selective perception.
Another daily practice to manage our egos so they do not impose their natures upon us.
Thank you!
ariel
May 3, 2023 at 1:57 pmI tend to call it the ego-holo-body. It is partly a product of the constant indoctrination which may begin as soon as the moment the prospective mother realises that she is, or may be pregnant. As the biological ‘bio-logical?’ component is direct and intense, this is usually less true for the putative father, but the correspondence frequency rules still apply. The mental and emotional projections start up confirming the ‘separate status’ of the ‘individual’ yet to be ‘born.’
Carl Jung didn’t like Freud’s idea/description of the ‘super-ego,’ perhaps because he himself had father problems, (read ‘Memories, Dreams, Reflections,’ the autobiography he swore he’d never write ) and as such ironically became a HUGE FATHER-FIGURE for millions. On the other hand, I extended Jung’s work into areas where he didn’t want to go. I heartily agree with Freud, the super-ego is the control-freak supreme, the virtual dictator, based most often on dominant, arbitrary and frequently violent father-figures. That’s more usual, but the female super-ego exists too, and has significant powers, which can reduce a daughter to an obedient automaton. I’ve seen it in operation. Using the voice as the equivalent of a full-body slam. If you have been brought up by a single-mother female super-ego, you will already know this experientially.
We really do need to check on its activity in our psychic profile. We have the holo-bio-body, which is generally called ‘physical.’ It is certainly possible that as such we are ‘avatars’ in some vast and complex (by our standards) computer-type game. Just because we don’t have, or are not taught where the tools and equipment are and so cannot see the context in which we live does not mean that this is not the case.
Jung was getting there. He realised the significance of dreams and dreamwork: that the holo-bio-body is a metaphor which responds positively to any improvement and re-alignment in and of our information (data) structure, and that precise warnings are often expressed through the medium of our dreams although couched and expressed in metaphorical dream language. Ignore them at your peril and face the consequences.
The emotional bio-holo-body does not have ‘physical’ density as such, although it’s fields can and have been measured. It’s wider and ‘bigger’ than the ‘physical.’ We are transmitting information at the emotional frequencies constantly. We call it ‘feelings.’
Sensitives to these frequencies using their hands as dowsing tools can feel and detect these frequencies as akin to something like pushing through mildly electrified water. Most people can understand what ‘moods’ are, and how these moods are communicated, consciously or not, and what they feel like. Many healers work with these frequencies, the importance of the extra attention of a competent person brought to bear on a situation cannot be overrated.
The so called ‘mental’ bio-holo-body is bigger still, but we are getting to the point where we are going to have to be talking about ‘mind-stuff, the creative energies, where thoughts come from, the plasticity of living matter, Schrodinger’s cat, the double-slit experiment (wave AND particle/wavicle) and so on.
Anyway, before I get carried away, context is everything. What are we? Where are we? Does it matter? Clearly super=egos, dominant and wannabe dominant are clearly messing up this world, whatever it actually is, and it operates on different rules from whatever we have been taught by the mainstream, which is why I didn’t go to university. The mind-field can create experiences that I have had, but I cannot account for, only attempt to describe. Physical ‘reality’ can literally be turned ‘upside-down
xxxx’
ethompson
May 3, 2023 at 4:50 pmMore awesomeness, Ariel xxxx
markfarrar
May 4, 2023 at 3:52 amariel … in full flow again !
do get carried away , ha ha ,
literarily , not literally though .
I appreciate the wisdom , gleaned
from elva and your , authentic , unusual ,lives .
ariel
May 4, 2023 at 7:45 amHow and what we perceive is (very?) important. In this ‘best of all ‘physical?’ worlds, in which people ‘can’t see the chemtrails’ ACTIVELY changing the weather in front of their eyes. So you can see that for the average smartphoned social-media’d-out dude it’s going to be well-nigh impossible to have a handle on SUBTLE ENERGY fields, which for others may be and ARE normal forms of perception,. So we have to accept that communication with those who cannot see or even imagine what we are talking about, which in the alleged ‘past’ might have had us tagged as ‘witches and servants of the Devil,’ even though the opposite is true, is broadly going to be impossible.
‘Frinstance, Castaneda presents us with ‘seeing the assemblage point, from which consciousness and the level of perception in the body is ‘orchestrated,’ then Don Genaro in his energy body, we can argue about which one or level, leaping miles to the mountains and back, crossing waterfalls on foot etc., then the viewing of the larger-than-the-normal body luminous egg with tendrils dragging through the earth,
then the myriads of bundles of conscious energy filaments going everywhere at once, some of which come together in one point which turns out to also be the same assemblage point (but) which is composed of sparkling fibres coming from all directions at once in and out of infinity. Not to mention the ‘ALLIES.’ (all-lies?)
And on we go..
Now mostly I don’t see energy in the same ways as this. But I understand and accept that there are possibly infinite ways of perceiving, and assembling energy/data into a coherent form, with the caveat that we have to get past the chains and straightjacket of our relentlessly conditioned perception, which is being forced on children at an earlier and earlier stage. 2 year olds have their own smartphones and tablets. Babies of a few months play with smartphones, because they see ho much attention the devices are given by their parents, how IMPORTANT they are, so natural they want to get in on the act as quickly as possible.
i have no way of knowing if my own visions are ‘true’ in any meaningful sense, even if I can take groups of people’ star-travelling’, which I can. Whether or not stars actually exist, and in what form? I can read minds, thoughts. I can SEE energy in various forms, mostly like currents analogous to water, and ‘read them’;. I can read dreams, and translate people’s WAKING DREAMS, and so what?
I’m able to write this because I now have a 100 metre ethernet cable (which took me 3 days work including being in the air in a tractor bucket to get the cable across the farmyard at a safe height) running directly to my static from the router in the house, so I don’t have to sit in the constant interruptions and EMF. Even so I have an RF Meter AM-10 (200MHz-8GHz) by my side, although I CAN SEE and FEEL the effect that ‘normal’ EMF is having, particularly in my bones. It’s affecting everyone, particularly all device users. The effects are cumulative, and you may not notice til it’s too late. Believe the canaries, they know what’s happening in the coal mine.
As Bob Dylan put it, ‘ I went to tell everybody, but I could not get across.’
That’ll do for now.
xxxxxx
markfarrar
May 4, 2023 at 12:14 pmI have a feeling that the experiences
you created but cannot account for , or
describe , in language form , are of the sort
that a novelty craving consciousness source
would Love you to have for It , don’t you , ariel ?
ariel
May 5, 2023 at 11:29 amThat’s sort of inside-out while also being upside down, back to front Mark, a marvel of convoluted thinking. Thing is/was, that I never had a hands-on guru/mentor like Castaneda/Don Juan, Gurdjieff…Baba Free John or even Bhagwash. It was clear by ’86 I was bailed ‘on my own recognisance. You learn to recognise when people, things and situations are put in front of you and you just have to take the one step, reach out and touch whatever it is.
I mean I was just explaining that before I went down with Pemphigus Vulgaris Vegetans through carelessly taking conscious responsibility for the psychic and general physical health of 4000 people simultaneously., I had already created a VERY dedicated support team, or it had been created through me, if you prefer, to help me to successfully survive an LD-50 (50% die with ‘treatment.’)
Yes a part of ‘me’ does adhere to your explanation. Maybe it’ll be a little clear ‘further on down the road’. But it’s very ‘momentist.’ It only unfolds ‘in the moment,’ and generally leaves no traces or ‘evidence” except in the mind(s) of the participants. And bystanders (if any) may not even notice, except the guys who said they saw the circle of us disappear and then reappear on Glastonbury Tor during the Harmonic Convergence Aug 17 1987, and asked if it was a part of the ‘official program’ and ‘were we going to do it again, tomorrow?’
And all I did was consciously fuse the consciousness of six people using the help of a strong Herkimer Diamond in each person’s palm chakra in between clasped hands. I guess you could say i am ‘inner-directed.’
xx
markfarrar
May 6, 2023 at 4:11 amauthenticity in life is totally subjective .
all the most interesting experiences I’ve had
turn out to be the ones that make eyes glaze over ,
or kill conversations when I try to describe them …..
these are the valuable ones , to soul and source .
not uniform , not normal , not copy or type ,
but co created purely for inner growth .
also , It , seems to exhibit both Mitfreude
at our joy and wonder and Schadenfreude
to our frustration and discomfort , when we
try to relate the experiences we had , to others .
all part of the Grand Cosmic fuckin Joke though eh ?
ariel
May 8, 2023 at 1:21 pmWell, you seem to have turned philosophical ‘lover of wisdom?’ in your old age. Living (Y)our truth, not finding excuses not to reach for your full potential is the way to go. ‘Authentic means ‘genuine,’ AKA the REAL THING. ‘Being your real self.’ But you first have to find what that is, It’s a life’s work.
Schadenfreude is feeling joy and happiness at the harm to or suffering of others. Mitfreude is the opposite.
I’m not quite following what the context is of the words you are using. My children are a personalised case in point for me. I am not prepared to toe the line about ‘reality’ and the state of the world. I won’t accept limits on what I can or can’t say, and what I’m not allowed to want to discuss. I would be betraying THEM if I consented.
I don’t mind being actively insulted, anyway.
We have to live with the consequences of our actions, or inaction.
If soul and source are working through you, that’s what you’re here for. To be able to recognise it, and surf on the energy you may be granted for the purpose, are blessings in their own right.
Krishna’s (Krsna) version was that you are entitled to the work but not the fruits (results) of the work. How that plays out, is out of our hands.
I guess you have to have enough conviction (haha) and faith in your experiences. If people don’t get it, they don’t. After all, the experiences you had were sent to YOU, not them, and legendarily prophets are usually not taken seriously and/or vilified or worse in their own country.
I commend you this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8EL-quxo0I
xxxx
markfarrar
May 9, 2023 at 2:07 amif soul and source are working through you ,
thats what you’re here for .
to be able to recognise it ,
and surf on the energy
you may be granted for the purpose ,
are blessings in their own right .
now thats the kind of wisdom I’m Loving !
ariel
May 9, 2023 at 11:42 amOr I could quote ‘AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN’ again.
‘Life is not a mystery since I’ve taken down the walls.
The paradox of history is looking pretty small.
Improvements in technology have made worse many things,
without a new psychology with spiritual wings.
They’ve made us much more separate, into infotainment thralls.
And lured us into prisons behind electronic walls.
It doesn’t matter what you think,
you think you think at all.
We’re well already past the brink, already in free fall.
So when it hits the bottom you had better be prepared.
In case you have forgotten, you are always in my prayers.’
Like most of my songs, I channel them, the lyrics are provided and I just have to catch them and sometimes organise them a bit. They come from ‘another place.’
Happy to be of service.
xxxx
ethompson
May 9, 2023 at 7:13 pmTotally awesome xxx Ariel.
ariel
May 9, 2023 at 1:18 pmI’ve just watched the first hour of this. Celeste Solum interviewed on ‘SYNTHETIC BIOLOGY’ ‘SYN-BIO.’
If all of this is true, we are collectively really ‘Up The Junction.’
I was right, this IS ATLANTIS. It may also have occurred previously, but it certainly seems to be happening NOW.
They are trying to get their bit in before the TRULY COSMIC SHIT for the 6th or 9th or whatever Great Extinction hits the extremely large seriously fast turbine blades and the show closes. They may however be misinterpreting the data. In fact I think it’s very likely, judging by what are clearly the limitations and low frequencies of their mental, emotional and ?quasi-spiritual? processes. Magic IS real, energetically, and the amount of harm they are causing MUST rebound. It’s the LAW.
xxxxxx
ethompson
May 9, 2023 at 7:29 pmHugs Ariel.
If you are creating a new matrix you would need to replace the frequency of all living things. To my mind that is exactly what is happening and has been happening for a long time. I would venture to say that all life in this present matrix is bio synthetic in some respects. The human body is a bio programme like all living things in this interesting and often diabolical reality. The foreign installation, the super ego is also synthetic… in my opinion which is meaningless lol!
Much love.
ariel
May 9, 2023 at 1:20 pmWoops, such attention to syntax forget to copy and paste.
https://rumble.com/v2lxwrk-exclusive-celeste-solum-the-end-game-synthetic-biology-exposed.html
xxxxxx
ethompson
May 9, 2023 at 7:35 pmNo worries. We got this! These intellectual psychopaths have only the realm of visible light to work with. Magic is what we need, Ariel. Becoming all things and wielding the psychic sledgehammer. Got to have fun with this state of affairs….of this lunacy.
markfarrar
May 10, 2023 at 4:53 amI know the expression ,
don’t use a sledgehammer to crack a nut
but psychic super weapons to crack nutters
seems perfectly acceptable to me , elva .
work that magic , cosmic tag team !
ariel
May 10, 2023 at 2:18 pmThe whole start-to-finish context of the ‘physical’ bio-programme, which looks like it could/must? be run by something LIKE an extremely comprehensive AI at the very least, is quite complex if you try to get a feel for what it is actually doing in totality. With all the intricate twiddly bits and tiny, tiny operating mechanisms. And the feelings and emotions. And that there IS a spiritual reality behind all this, if you can be bothered.
The ‘metaverse’ didn’t exactly take off. It’s probably obvious even to the most devout gamers that any copy of a copy of a copy, the universe according to Mark Zuckerberg is unlikely to be a ‘thing.’
If the thing is already run by Archons, you may run into mega-MC Hammer, shouting, ‘You cain’t touch this.’ While one gigantic footfall shatters the tectonic plates, or better still Sophia in all her AWE-full majesty.
It’s already ‘the thing.’
The neuro-version that states that we are being bombarded with information all the time: con-stan-tly: in floods of billions of bps : one source says that the brain can process 11 million bps (bits per second) but that our (hahahaha) ‘conscious minds,’ can only handle 40-50 bps. Doesn’t seem very conscious to me. Similar to our eye (I) sight where we are normally limited to 400 nanometres/angstroms. Can’t see much between infra-red and ultraviolet. So we don’t see, really, when we say ‘I see.’ Not very much.
Another source: ‘the amount of domain-specific information that can be processed during a certain period of time has an estimated capacity ranging from 2-60 bits per second for attention, decision-making, perception, motion, and language, and up to 10 to the 6th bps (10 million bps) for sensory processing. However the ‘conscious’ mind can only handle a portion of higher-order information at a time. Therefore Cognitive Control is essential to efficiently select and prioritise important information to reach the conscious mind and ACT on that information.
So you can see that ‘science’ has a pretty low opinion, like Gurdjieff, of the mundane consciousness of ‘ordinary people’, if we can call it that. Gurdjieff said that most people were asleep, for all practical purposes. In spite of the fact that we have 20 TRILLION bits of information/data transfer going on within the brain network per second.
We are entitled to ask why there seem to be somewhat intractable barriers against accessing some of this relatively HUGE expanse of energy-information?
This is why people who like to consider themselves elites with too much money and too little humanity often tend to want to see themselves as ‘demi-gods,’ because, after all, we don’t need all these wasteful, useless eaters, as Henry Kissinger so kindly put it.
And the scientists and tech gurus are telling them that, well, we just don’t need ‘ordinary people’ any more. And ‘here are a full list of interesting ways to kill them.’
The acid test is, of course, how they will take it if THEY are the ones to be eliminated, because they are indeed no longer necessary.
So voila, synthetic humans. I pray every morning that the power will be taken away from these inhuman beasts.
xxxxxx
markfarrar
May 15, 2023 at 5:22 amif they get us to complete the terraforming
of our land , oceans and atmosphere and
successfully deploy the sky net system
they will probably only keep a more
manageable amount of humans
for further experimentation ,
entertainment and sport ,
as well as the energy
and food source …
ariel
May 11, 2023 at 3:45 pmNow cross the previous comment with the covid vaxxine synthetic death and/or takeover: The MAC code is revealed which the nice guys from Quinta Columna (Spain) have been tracking, published and found they were able to read when a vaxxinated person who has been shot up with such a Message Authentication Code/ Media Access Control via these inoculations comes within range of their devices and connects to their network. Congratulations, you are now fully Corporately-owned transmissible data.
So, what are these people in what can be described as ‘intermediate stages’, where they have had the mRNA/spike proteins, graphene, and heaven knows whatever else injected into their bloodstream/muscle and likely affecting every organ in the body. No matter how much they deny it. Strangely enough, (NOT) the largest amounts of the spike protein take up residence in the testes and ovaries, and so must affect conception, and any embryos drastically. And what does that actually mean, under the circumstances. Who or what will be the results?
I think it’s time to look up ‘synthetic.’ : adj. 1. made by chemical synthesis, especially to imitate a natural .product. Not genuine. unnatural. Concise Oxford Dictionary Twelfth (Centenary) Edition. I guess that covers it. Any suggestions ?
xxxxx
ethompson
May 12, 2023 at 3:53 pmWhy the hype? When we know that everything in this reality is synthetic. It is a simulation, a persistent sense bound lie.
markfarrar
May 13, 2023 at 3:40 amthe 4D reptilian overlords are nothing ,
if not repetitive and unimaginative .
they want the perfect slave race .
it is why and how they create ,
build and try to complete ,
the Great Work of Ages .
its what they do ! ….
ethompson
May 13, 2023 at 3:05 pmWe can easily bypass them if we can vibrate faster than their creation the Matrix, the fake world that has been hardwired into our manipulated and closed down human bodies.
markfarrar
May 14, 2023 at 4:48 amit seems obvious that the puppeteers
not only farm us , because they need us ,
they envy us , both craving and fearing
our human consciousness and willpower .
we are the stronger beings here .
they have to get us to do all the damage
to ourselves and each other , to weaken
human bodies and minds and break down
our spirit . this ploy is achieving much ,
currently… and we really steppin razor
but they don’t get you and me …..
ethompson
May 14, 2023 at 8:21 amWe are food animals farmed for our emotional energy.
ariel
May 13, 2023 at 1:41 pmIt begs the question: is ‘humanity’ Mark what? How many editions have there been? Is this just a rinse and repeat cycle which never ends? Parts of it have always seemed very familiar, not to mention the deja-vues. We have both expressed the view that this level is actually ”Hell, or ‘a hell.’ if there are other hellish levels, as we suspect there are. We have clearly reached the stage which recalls the rumours and historical ‘myths,’ ‘legends’ or ‘truths’ which tell of the destruction of ‘Atlantis’ for hubris and the genetic mutation and manipulation of humans and animals, We know this is a place of great suffering.
And the ‘bad actors, or at least their proxies, are thoroughly out in the open, fully visible.
I watch the sky as a simulation, much as I was once or twice taken as a child to the London Planetarium. The clouds here have to be seen to be believed. We have ‘cumulus’ clouds a hundred feet up, and clouds which are more like dirty smoke in cloud form, usually from the west. We are 10 miles from the Irish Sea in a straight line. The chemtrailing is more often than not, appalling
Today was clear and brilliantly sunny, so I could do my yoga/exercise program outside on my dedicated yoga spot, and so I could sungaze upside down for the last part of the program. Interestingly my colour vision was not affected as it usually is the normal way up.
Also interestingly we went to Cardigan yesterday and there were NO PLANES AT ALL ALL DAY, either there or at a nearby coastal beauty spot. and no chemtrails. Today, back here, it’s chemtrails as usual.
Ho hum, they’re bringing in tomorrow’s rain
As Mark says, they’re very repetitive, and are always trying to make the same movie with more or less the same script. Maybe even the same lead actors? But it’s harder to connect the dots without the actual her-story. But there are so many anomalies, that it’s impossible to believe the script that they handed us under the guise of ‘education.’ Relentless repetition.
At the speed of thought?’ Thought actually is really SLOW. Seeing the whole thing, everything at once with all the parts, is much quicker.. Being trapped in thought wastes too much ‘time’. That’s part of the ‘foreign installation.
xxxxx
ethompson
May 13, 2023 at 2:59 pmHugs Ariel,
I’m just writing about thought. Synchronistic, eh!
“Thought is the response of memory. Memory is the outcome of various experiences, multiple incidents, accidents which have been accumulated as knowledge and stored in the brain. The experiences become memory and the reaction of that memory is thinking.” Jiddu Krishnamurti.
As JK says no memory no thought.
ethompson
May 13, 2023 at 3:00 pmOnly when we stop thinking can we enter the mystery.
ethompson
May 13, 2023 at 3:06 pmThat is why for me blue sungazing is such an amazing spiritual tool. It shuts up and overpowers the voice.
ethompson
May 13, 2023 at 3:07 pmI am no longer thinking.
ariel
May 14, 2023 at 11:34 amBasically, yes. But everything/the intensity speeds up/intensifies and it’s not a mystery any more. Your awareness expands and you may be looking at rather a lot of things at once. I could actually calibrate it It may sound boastful but I clocked it at 9 years intensity per day. You don’t think, you just know and see/feel. Your senses have seriously overlapped, they aren’t separate any more.
When it passes a certain point YOU CAN’T THINK. There is the other side of a coin, ‘IT THINKS,’ and I just watch it. You are clearly, without doubt, NOT the thinker.
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ethompson
May 14, 2023 at 2:34 pmYou are clearly, without doubt, NOT the thinker.
Exactly!
ariel
May 14, 2023 at 6:19 amWell actually it has been bothering me for the last week or more. it’s not just the lack of speed/slowness of ‘thinking.’
‘We are not made aware of the amount of life energy it takes for thinking and making mental constructs.’ (I’m quoting myself here. It’s a recent entry on my night pad/ what pops up during meditation.)
We are hammered, beaten and sandblasted into the act of thinking most if not all of the time. The ‘education’ or forcible coercion into social norms process may go on at full strength for 20 odd years. We are surrounded by ‘think tanks’ of all shapes and sizes, many in the UK which are actually semi-openly part of the MOD and/or’intelligence agencies, alphabet or no, which are part and parcel of the propaganda and media opinion-shaping branches of the process.
It’s imprisonment with internalised walls and emotional razor-wire plus the occasional minefield to try to keep us firmly corralled and too confused and frightened to even consider getting out of the siren embrace of the multi-armed and suckered supersquid, which is fully euivalent to the ‘foreign installation.’
AKA ‘our thought process IS the foreign installation. And only the right kind of loony ever even dreams of escaping from its clutches.
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markfarrar
May 14, 2023 at 12:27 pmTerrence McKenna said something like ,
half the time you think you’re thinking ,
you’re really listening . thinking and listening
are two of my favourite things . right kind of loony !
oh , you two are fo sho the right kind of lovely loonies …..
ariel
May 14, 2023 at 1:36 pmHere is a comedy program featuring Marc Merano. As he dismantles the ‘Great Reset’ before your eyes. It might help illuminize any waverers who are wobbly on the facts but still reachable, i.e. ‘not insane’ yet.
Jamie Lee (aplanetruth16) put this up. I’d send this to my dad but he’s been dead since 2010.
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markfarrar
May 15, 2023 at 6:17 pmwobbly waverers and dead dads ?
has the zombie apocalypse kicked off
early in wibbly Wales , arieloony ?
ariel
May 14, 2023 at 1:39 pmOOOps,, did it again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqaNGgo8EL
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ariel
May 16, 2023 at 11:34 amI was simply making the point that my father had boundaries that he would not let us cross, because it would wobble or even wreck his world-view, but if he was still alive, I’d have to try it anyway.
But the same is also true, so far, for my elder children. The response you get is angry and defensive.
Haven’t you had similar communication problems?
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markfarrar
May 16, 2023 at 2:43 pmthe last time I saw my dad , before he died ,
I was definitely breaching his boundaries
with my way of life and changing values .
he told me I no longer existed , I kissed
him on the forehead and that was that .
I keep a small family and small group
of friends who tolerate me , warts n all .
none of my family have been death jabbed .
ariel
May 17, 2023 at 12:55 pmBest thing, beyond even ‘really.’
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