I, Caterpillar by Guest writer Zen Gardner… Re-posted.
When the caterpillar metamorphosizes into a butterfly it first stops everything, wraps itself into a cocoon, and turns into goo. When humans hit this process, that’s pretty damn dark, discouraging and soul challenging.
And downright frightening.
All previous orientation goes out the window. We’re lost and seemingly helpless during this alive dying process. Our world crumbles into mush. We’re alone in a womb of darkness barely aware that we’re awaiting rebirth in some form.
The literal process of the amazing caterpillar then sparks what are aptly named imaginal cells to come alive. These in turn begin to communicate with other imaginal cells as well as the broken down morass of seemingly decomposed organic material, completely reorganizing and transforming the previous insect from the completely disassembled original organism.
The Rebirth is Just Beginning.
How long this process takes for each of us no doubt varies. Who’s to say what type of butterfly we each are configured to become, but become it we will if we can simply endure the process.
We each were born once; alone, descending from some heavenly state into this ever so challenging dimension. We forget our origins and cling to a myriad of influences for meaning and comfort. We don’t like letting go of anything we’ve come to cherish or depend on.
The Process Continues
We’re each unique in this process yet the alchemical transformation is fundamentally the same. Death to the old to give birth to the new.
As natural as this process is, it is still a choice to endure it or not in the grand divine plan. However, we all will meet this experience eventually upon the death of our earthly vessel. But that’s the merciful last resort. The opportunity to experience this rebirth here and now is a well disguised gift and the key to transforming all of society and creation itself. It comes to the sincerely pure in heart, which every living being essentially is but rarely allows itself to realize.
Until now.
Our Collective Opportunity
Though we are each magnificent individuals, we are living in an extremely unique time. Our entire planet and everything in and on it is transforming beneath and above our feet. This is what we are feeling and experiencing, whether we consciously acknowledge it or not, despite all the efforts to stop it. It can be frightening and disconcerting or it can be exhilarating – and most likely both concurrently. Either way, it is happening.
Fight it if we must, but nothing can stop it, not even death itself. The fact that we’re sharing this experience only enhances the process.
Some call it the awakening, some call it the apocalypse or revealing. Some even call it the second coming. These all allude to the exact same process. “Christ in you, the hope of glory.” That line in the Bible alone contradicts every conditional inference in the entire book, same as “God is love”. That’s all we need to know. That goes for every other severely crippling religion or belief system.
Unconditional Love
It requires no belief mechanism, no mediator, no go between, no amount of learning or knowledge. It just is. Yeah, that so-called “God” idea is just that cool. Everything that preceded this epoch were just illustrations to light up darkened landscapes of their times. It’s time to drop all the trappings and rigamarole and be who we truly are.
We have to admit, humanity’s attachment to bullshit is astounding.
That may sound blasphemous to some but that was and is and always has been the true message. No more bunker mentality. Our connection to Creator Source is being restored by our own personal “revelation” – if we let it. It’s not for special people, just the sincerely willing.
Don’t worry about changing everything. Just change. Simply allow yourself to metamorphosize.
It comes naturally if we let it and allow the process to proceed. It will take us to seemingly dark inner places for some time but it’s all for good. I’m still in the midst of it myself but the light of that new day is glimmering on the horizon. And I know for a fact that I am by no means alone in this process.
Will you let the transformation happen? That’s the only real issue at hand. Everything else will follow beautifully and gracefully.
“He that has ears to hear, let him hear.”
Love, Zen
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Mick
August 23, 2021 at 11:27 pmWe say we are part of Source or God but what does that actually mean if Source or God encompasses everything? Then that includes Nano and AI and therefore Nano and AI are as subject to the overall directives and dominance of Source as anything else. No amount of AI can supercede SOURCE INTELLIGENCE. In fact ultimately even AI is subject to the greater whole just as our current brain cells and neural networks/carbon bodies are…. Nothing exists outside SOURCE IF SOURCE IS ALL THERE IS.
The experiment is all about getting the current carbon/neural network we call our body to recognize another type of body or vehicle and access it, or use it. Once we do that there is no limitation imposed by AI/Nano that we cannot overcome or take control of if we choose. Because if we are Source and always Source then there is no limit to us….no system or manifestation or no -form or no formlessness that we are unable to inhabit as spirit or soul.
Any limits are simply those we accept. All else is illusion.
In this sense there is no jail or prison but that which we accept.
Form is simply a temporary limitation that requires us to change form in order to “escape” it.
The question remains whether these bodies as vehicles to inhabit space time as carbon in its current configuration are somehow superior by virtue of how and who made them (in God’s image we like to say). Perhaps.
I have often thought that aging is simply a mental directive that our carbon bodies choose to obey when they could as easily live forever simply by thinking it. Again the only limits are those we impose upon our “selves”.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 4:08 amKerry Cassidy wrote that, not me.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 4:25 amMore from Kerry:
The above article about Nano… and AI…this is all about the human race coming to terms with dealing with the advent of nano and AI in our lives…. So learning to deal with it is major. Basically the sum of it is this: we are telepathic and so is Nano! Nano takes direction not just from the AI but also from US… so if the infected learn to communicate with their bodies consciously and direct the nano NOT TO CREATE INFLAMMATION OR RESPIRATORY OR OTHER ISSUES… it should obey! Assuming you keep your body away from 5G and other wireless levels including TVs… that are preprogrammed now to carry instructions to give everyone “covid” making people receptive… prior to contact.
These people who are dying are programmed to accept and not fight the nano/spike protein combo
They think they are ‘helpless’ and only the doctors can help them…doctors who believe in “viruses” old school germ theory
They must change their beliefs to get well
ethompson
August 24, 2021 at 11:54 amWe already have an AI installed in our awareness. What do you think the voice is? The usurper of our true reality. https://www.heartstarbooks.com/prisoners-of-the-voice/
ethompson
August 24, 2021 at 12:01 pmAnd I think the black goo contains another AI to replace the one that is failing. So all humans that get injected with the new software can enjoy another round of the game in Hell.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 2:21 pmI agree with that, it’s in rock songs by certain aware artists.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 3:35 pmThe Puppeteer, of course. I presume you do not remember me telling you of the connection between oil and Earth blood? It was a few years ago.
ethompson
August 24, 2021 at 3:41 pmI do, Mick.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 10:23 pmIf the goo is of Gaia, then Gaia does not want the Construct to succeed in its intention. There is no off-world, there is only Gaia.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 11:08 pmIf there are 2 types of goo, then there are 2 types of blood – in mythological parlance, the blood of Marduk mixed with the blood of Tiamat. Conflict arises from the incompatibility and the struggle for dominance. What we experience is an echo, or the Event in slow motion.
ethompson
August 25, 2021 at 3:50 pmHi Mick,
My sense is that the physical world is not created by Source. It is created by the Demiurge. So everything in it from nano bots to bananas belongs to duality reality.
Source energy may have been stolen to power this illusion. Source operates in the quiet mind – the point that transcends duality reality.
I just noticed Demiurge… demi means half and we all not about urge. (Grins!)
Mick
August 26, 2021 at 7:16 amAccording to Rudolf Steiner the Kali Yuga ended in 1899. It would be logical to an evil power to strangle the child before it was fully born.
Peony
August 24, 2021 at 6:29 amZen sent me this, the imaginal cells: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lIQv90CZGo
and I wanted to share the beautiful Morpho butterfly we have here, he reflects the ray of the sun in the forest, is a light on the path: https://entnemdept.ufl.edu/creatures/bfly/blue_morpho.htm
♥
ariel
August 24, 2021 at 8:12 amIt certainly is a CHALLENGING time. I guess a flexible response is the best way for me, avoiding getting hung-up on the consequences of SURRENDER (in its true form) versus (the correct) ACTIVITY,. It’s not a paradox. You can be surrendered and detached internally while performing frenetic activity, as realized martial arts people must be. A blur of motion flowing into a restful state. Spiritual and Physical.
Are you going to live forever, Mick, as Mick? The programs are deep rooted. But it helps that we are confronted by ‘people?’ who seem to regard us as disposable napkins, toilet paper, used tissues, basically to be thrown away at their whim if we are no longer perceived as useful to them. If this does not arouse us to activity, what will?
The image-I-and-I-nation which compares us to butterflies is one thing, but after metamorphosis, incidentally a village in the southern Peloponnese, what if we turn out to be something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT???
‘And watch a butterfly flutter by, on paths known only to butterfly logic.’ (Ariel) from a poem which is still taking shape.
xxxxxxx
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 11:30 amGood gosh no, I have no wish for that. It was merely posted as another pov, one that is more intriguing. A sea of possibilities, and all that. What’s going to wipe their arse if they throw me away?
Chris
August 24, 2021 at 8:45 amThe Demiurge plays both sides. It promotes the soulless cyborg Human and the ascended “soulful” Human. Remember the saying A stitch in time saves nine? Why else wait til things are total shit? It is alchemy in action as the Demiurge straddles the polarity evil/good in order to have its parasitic way.
Unless the resulting ascended/transformed collective is 1% or less of Humanity I certainly do not want to merge with it or co-create with it. Most Humans sense of aesthetics is pure garbage. I simply desire escape from the Demiurge’s automation and machinery, including its automated and hypnotized sheeple.
Mick
August 24, 2021 at 11:57 amOne is Ahriman, one is Lucifer – 2 sides of the same coin.
ethompson
August 24, 2021 at 12:05 pmSpot on, Chris. Just like Jesus and his counterpart the blood crazed lunatic of the old testament. To escape I quote Rumi again.
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase “each other”
doesn’t make any sense.
The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don’t go back to sleep.
You must ask for what you really want.
Don’t go back to sleep.
People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Don’t go back to sleep.”
It is amazing that people can read this poetry and miss the point. They have no concept of the field…no experience of non local reality or the quiet mind. Seems only shaman’s get it
Mick
August 25, 2021 at 7:39 amRoom for Rumi:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlJJZrriAVI
Chris
August 24, 2021 at 2:00 pmThanks for that Rumi, Elva.
Mick
August 25, 2021 at 4:30 amThere is a name for the entities in charge, and that is Disruptors. I know i am speaking the obvious here but, like a stale fart, it must be out. They are here to break this system down into its constituent parts, and feed as much as possible whilst doing so. If anyone really has the capability to escape, I would do so now. There is no point hanging round here to be dissoluted and reconstituted. If not, imagine you are a guest on the Muppet Show 🙂
Chris
August 26, 2021 at 9:07 amRemember that many insects go through a transformation, but none are as appealing as that of the caterpillar/butterfly. The mosquito begins life in water and then morphs into a blood sucking parasite.
Mick
August 27, 2021 at 6:49 amAye, as do mayflies and dragonflies. Never let it be forgotten that the ultimate porpoise of the butterfly is to fuck, sorry, mate.
Speaking of flipsides:
https://secretsun.blogspot.com/2021/08/mkultraterrestrials-butterfly-bullets.html
Dang that duality!
Markfarrar
August 28, 2021 at 2:45 pmSame with Miss Piggy !
I’m not imagining that again…..
That insatiable Sow left me sorry and sore , oww .
Mick
August 28, 2021 at 5:13 pmFor once you leave me speechless…
Markfarrar
August 29, 2021 at 8:46 amThey said it couldn’t be done ,
But all it took ,
Was a porcine foam puppet
And fantasy fiction friction burns !
Mick
August 29, 2021 at 10:53 amIts the foam, should get the synthi-skin ones. They have bendi-legs, as well 🙂
Markfarrar
August 29, 2021 at 3:02 pmOhhh …Kermiiick….
Mick
August 30, 2021 at 6:03 pmCry havoc and let loose the frogs of war! It’s funny the Raid group I’m playing with renamed their clan War Frogs after I mentioned a certain song by Black Sabbath. The blood sacrifices have been fast and furious since the solstice, first water then fire. Many children, but all to no avail in the end, as will be seen. Chickens and roosting, maybe.
ariel
September 2, 2021 at 8:06 amTooth is stanger than friction I always say.
I am currently banned from using the ethernet in the house because I am a ‘conspiracy theorist’ and bringing negativity aka too much truth into it.
xxxxxxx
Markfarrar
September 2, 2021 at 11:52 amWhat the hell is happening here ?
Mick speechless…ariel banned…
Iam forgets who he is…
Elva….Help !…..
ethompson
September 3, 2021 at 9:31 amHaha!
Mick
September 6, 2021 at 1:20 amI am never speechless, just watching.
The game is afoot 🙂
…or more likely a hand.
Peony
August 29, 2021 at 9:55 amButterflies help in the reproduction of plants, it is not about theirs lol
they are also indicators of a healthy environment
To see the duality is to see both sides and not take sides.
Mick
August 29, 2021 at 1:01 pmYes ma’am!
Mick
August 27, 2021 at 6:43 amThey call me Walking Eagle, have a laugh:
https://secretsun.blogspot.com/2021/08/if-you-believe-they-put-meme-on-moon.html#more
Mick
August 28, 2021 at 9:34 amYou asked about the Voice. Here’s an interesting take:
https://www.crrow777radio.com/344-whats-in-a-language-whats-in-a-word-meeting-new-cultures-is-key-free/
ethompson
August 28, 2021 at 1:35 pmThanks for the link, Mick.
Flat earth…anyone!
“And this inverted Bowl we call The Sky,
Whereunder crawling coop’t we live and die,
Lift not thy hands to it for help — for It
Rolls as impotently as Thou or I.”
― The Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam
Mick
August 28, 2021 at 5:26 pmFaeries, djinn, demons, spirits and angels. Interacted with since childhood. No need for them to be exorcised, rather they be exercised.
Mick
August 29, 2021 at 7:15 amAn interesting interview with an interesting man:
https://www.wakingtimes.com/battered-souls-31-cali-the-destroyer-with-sol-luckman/
Mick
August 29, 2021 at 11:00 am“All love stories are ghost stories in disguise.” ― Kris Waldherr, The Lost History of Dreams
Mick
August 29, 2021 at 10:43 pmA documentary worth watching (it is only 17 mins long so it won’t task your profundity organs too much ) based on a brilliant film that unfortunately is not free, Eagle Huntress:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_48K5I5XleQ
Mick
August 29, 2021 at 11:28 pmAnd here is a short talk that is just as profound (and thank you to Elva for continuing to post my ridiculousness) and, yes, everyone really is rooting for you to win – even the shitty little demon scum because they’re counting on it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaRO5-V1uK0
Markfarrar
August 30, 2021 at 3:29 pmnuff said !
Mick
August 30, 2021 at 2:32 pmWhen the Mind is falling apart, it is the Heart that holds everything together. Not with fluffy bunny amore, but with a Power beyond mental gymnastics. It is the Rock upon which all else stands, rising from the soul as a mighty oak, yet as flexible as a tender sapling, its roots stretching deep into the depths of Being, beyond all fathoming and comprehension. Words are of no consequence in the Silence of its Gaze.
Peony
August 31, 2021 at 5:41 amVery nice Mick ♥
Mick
August 31, 2021 at 4:43 pmLike Marseille, slightly fishy with a tang of salt?
I like whales:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycB29FkoylE
Markfarrar
September 1, 2021 at 4:38 amWhales are nice
But I couldn’t eat a whole one .
Play Is a sign of Intelligence and Love…..
Peony
September 1, 2021 at 7:29 amwow inspiring ! I love whales too, beautiful thank you. Here we have the (endangered) little pink dolphin who can detect the electric field off the fishes…
Mick
September 8, 2021 at 3:27 pmCool 🙂
Mick
September 8, 2021 at 7:56 amBlack Magic Ritual (wouldn’t allow my comment, ha, ha, ha, ha):
https://www.msn.com/en-gb/news/uknews/geronimo-the-alpaca-s-owner-claims-government-hiding-the-truth-over-killing/ar-AAOcsjn?ocid=msedgdhp&pc=U531
Mick
September 8, 2021 at 3:25 pmTransmigration of souls, as a mesh of interlocking frequencies any body is a containment vessel.
Mick
September 10, 2021 at 3:51 amFor some, it is easier to be an animal. Life is simpler, with less complexity and fewer self-responsible decisions to make. Good karma can be accrued easily, and the rules are straightforward. A self-sustaining system that is just and fair, within certain limitations. As Crrow777 says, Nature is perfect. He must have been a Hindu, or he is taking the piss. I know where I place my bets.
An animal body is also efficacious as a containment vessel, useful for holding those recalcitrant and unregenerate souls that refuse to see things your way, and do as they are told. Pigs are often common in this respect. They can be ritually sacrificed at the appropriate time, gaining profit from an unreasonable situation. Their energetic make-up is very similar to a human.
Animal bodies can, under certain circumstances, also be used as hidey-holes and refuges. The Tale of Taliesin, in his magical flight from Ceridwen, is instructive in this instance.
Now, a jet black Alpaca named Geronimo? One does wonder, what with all the pomp and circumstance, and that delicious date, yum yum. Who were the particularly pathetic authorities sucking up to this time?
I hope it wasn’t Odin 🙂
Mick
September 10, 2021 at 4:11 amMany people from this Round will become animals in the next Round.
ethompson
September 10, 2021 at 1:18 pmSir George wrote in his book Operation Redemption the following: “The debased human being will not reincarnate as an animal. He has developed beyond that. But he may descend into a new bestiality far below the beautiful realm of animal instinct.”
Mick
September 10, 2021 at 3:18 pmGood old Sir George, that would be the demonic I would think. I only rely on my inner promptings so I will try not to bring another’s teachings, though I will have obviously been influenced. I make no claims to be speaking true, this is only my phantastical perception.
I presume I am speaking in a graveyard.
Mick
September 10, 2021 at 4:28 pmI cannot conceive that all humans have lost the gift of transmigrating through the animal kingdom if they have attained that right. The human that does so is not always debased imo, for me that is a misconception intimating that humans are superior to animals. It smacks of the attitude of Empire, and along with it comes Dominion.
ethompson
September 10, 2021 at 4:45 pmAgain with Sir George. He taught that animals are aspects of self projected into the outer world by Duality. This is the meaning of That Art Thou. To harm our aspects is to destroy Self.
ethompson
September 10, 2021 at 4:47 pmWhen you can integrate your cat nature, your hare nature, your wolf nature….they become your allies. This is how shapeshifting comes into play.
Mick
September 8, 2021 at 10:18 pmI bought a Kinder Surprise, inside was a hare
Markfarrar
September 11, 2021 at 5:03 pmKosmick Egg of course .
Mick
September 10, 2021 at 9:28 pmHe added: “The UK shopper could have previously expected just about every product they want to be on shelf or in the restaurant all the time.
“That’s over and I don’t think it’s coming back.”