What is the Self? by Ariel.
‘What is the SELF?’
the ego screams.
‘The SELF: it must be ME.’
Enraged without control.
It also claims it is the SOUL
Addict to phantasy.
The challenge the same
has always been.
Can we be masters of our-selves
when all about us seems to turn to hell?
Or are we just unfortunate slaves
wasting time before we fall
unconscious into graves?
Can you solve the mystery of life beyond the grave?
Will there be any ‘little-me’ left over to be saved.
Or will it be all blank-ed out,
no matter how we scream and shout?
‘So what was that lie-fe ALL ABOUT?
Just wait your turn
YOU WILL FIND OUT
Already we can crash and burn
but here we are to LIVE and LEARN
LIFE IS A PROCESS without doubt
We play our parts as Shakespeare wrote
we have our exits and our entrances
But let us not be so entranced
we trip over our own ego’s stance
and miss the beauty of the dance.
Pre-occupied with our own worth
wasted our time
here on Earth..
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ethompson
November 14, 2023 at 11:09 amInspirational words, Ariel.
Love you much.
markfarrar
November 14, 2023 at 12:28 pmAriel fuckin A fuckin Z Alexander , I salute Thee !!!!!
ethompson
November 14, 2023 at 3:03 pmPretty damn good, what!
markfarrar
November 15, 2023 at 5:14 amtotally blown away by all this , profound
and beautiful flurry of creativity , elva .
this video , these poems and the way
you stack the words so they become
Totem Poles of Truth and Wisdom .
so much Love to you and ariel xx
ariel
November 15, 2023 at 12:51 pmWhat separates the Mongolians from the Native Americans? I stumbled across THE HU a couple of years back. They are INSPIRING. Very rooted.
I wrote the above ‘poem’ extempore. It was as a comment on Zen’s latest. I sort of want him to come ‘home,’ as it were. And open the/widen the contact.
xxxxxxx
Peony
November 15, 2023 at 2:55 pmLove it and love you Ariel
markfarrar
November 16, 2023 at 9:08 amoi ariel , last night , in my dreams ,
you tracked me down to the house in Aldershot ,
where I lived until 1984 . you were keen to show me
your truck and gave me a mug of steaming hot tea
with green herbs swirling around in it .
its okay , I explained , he’s a Wizard !
ethompson
November 16, 2023 at 9:17 amI lived in Aldershot until 1985. Next to Rowhill copse. Small world, Mark.
markfarrar
November 16, 2023 at 10:50 amI whiled away many days , playing in the trees
of Rowhill copse , sliding down the earth banks
onto the green , or picking mushrooms there .
it felt like a secret park , always peaceful .
I lived near the Lido , about a mile away .
ethompson
November 16, 2023 at 5:08 pmLoved the chestnut trees….
ariel
November 16, 2023 at 12:24 pmI used to dream about trucks I never had that were somehow larger (even double-deckered inside but not outside) than the ones I have had. . In order Bedford TK box, Freight Rover, Mercedes 609, LDV Convoy, Iveco Turbo Daily 111 35S12 LWB. There were also a big Dodge van in California (twin Holley carbs) and a Chevrolet in Oregon.
The only one matching the dream trucks was a £100000 custom job owned by a film director parked on the beach in Andalucia.
Funnily enough, last night I wrote, ‘I am an expert at making my way through someone else’s imagination. I am wandering through the rising mists of someone else’s imagination.’
Although I have described it clearly before in Comments and Posts, we actually have the facility/ability to change the background/matrix, like you can change the background on your computer.
Of course, we have not been told or taught this. It would have frustrated the entire purpose of the Master Plan, but the first time I focalised a series of workshops in the Rainbow Circle camp Talgarth, Wales in the summer of 1987 , there it was. I was assisted in this by Dr George Frederick Kunz, who produced, in 1913, a wonderful book called ‘The Curious Lore of Precious Stones’ which contained on page 351, a list of Fixed Stars associated with precious stones, taken from ‘Morales ‘De las piedras preciosas,’ Valladolid 1604 (pp16a-16b) Peter Procownik (fantasy artist) gave me the book, owing to our strong mutual interest in crystals.
I was walking across the vehicle park from Marek the Polish engineer’s bus to my TK (50 yards) when I suddenly remembered the book, and the precious stone lists, and realised what I could do with them.
It was a break between camps, so that night I commandeered (borrowed) the Big Lodge (8 metre tipi) having rounded up 6 people to participate. I had a lot of very nice Herkimer Diamond crystals, so I made a geometrical figure around one of us with crystals, and crystals in the hands with the rest of us evenly spaced around the person on the ground, who was the ‘vehicle.’ Actually we all were ‘the vehicle’ ummm ‘Merkaba?’
As the Herkimers corresponded to the Pleiades, I got us all eyes closed, to circle the energy clockwise/anti-clockwise a few times talked the ‘vehicle’ up out of the tipi and off this level. In the clear dark night the Pleiades were visible, so I asked the vehicle if they could see the Pleiades. They could. I asked them to reach out for it, and suddenly we were all in the atmosphere of a water planet, colours different from earth-normal. There were very tall towers a long way away from each other. I asked the vehicle to take us to the nearest one. They did. All of us were seeing through the vehicle’s inner eye(s), and could see what they were seeing.
That was the first time.
I called it ‘star-travelling,’ but it probably isn’t. I think it’s ‘other levels.’ The interesting thing was the proof or ‘idea’ that people had been doing this for more, possibly much more than the last 500 years.
The last more efficient version didn’t require crystals, but they are an option. Just have a focused group holding hands, and spin the energy heart to heart to heart right/left/right/left/right/left until everyone is concentrated in the energy, Nobody has to ask. You all KNOW. You can use it for travelling, or you can direct it. A focused group living together working this up produces a phenomenal amount of energy. Which can be exported. You move collectively into a new level. Nobody hostile can function in your space. They can’t even think, and they’re aware of it, and just want to get away. This includes bailiffs, police, hostile council employees. People with the wrong intent can’t even reach your space, literally, In the Norfolk version, several couldn’t approach us closer than about 500 yards.
Now, how can we achieve this in the present circumstances. Ok I know Elva personally, even Zen a bit, Do not think that this is in any way IMPOSSIBLE, Bring out your personal experience. Where does it fit in? We need to be able to form a real-time circle. Wot about Zoom or any other such thing. There is ALSO an invisible circle which has quite a lot of tribal people in it. But that’s another story. you’ll know if you find yourself there.
If we do not look at this carefully, I don’t know what we are. We are NOT POWERLESS, and I am showing you some of ‘How NOT. Remember we will have to account for ourselves, reaping what we have sown.
We cannot avoid what is coming UNLESS we CHANGE IT, Starting with our-SELVES.
Every day I am praying with the Pipe to DISEMPOWER the Portal demons, their banker and corporate servants, and their Techno-demons, Acolytes, servants and slaves. And we may have to consciously hold that power, and transform it.
Answers Please.
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markfarrar
November 17, 2023 at 4:37 amI respect and appreciate your perspective ariel .
Answers , I have none but Questions , I have some .
Do I desire to change the Gameboard ?
How much responsibility do I accept for the state
of the Game ? Do I really want to avoid whats coming ?
How much do I take Any aspects of this Game seriously ?
ariel
November 18, 2023 at 10:02 amWe live in a awkward weird balance between life and death. I somehow travelled/was transported completely exhausted in an unconscious state from being about to die from drowning about half a mile out in the Pacific off Point Leo to the waterline, where I was just able to crawl up onto the sand and collapse.
I never went to Gaza, which is a matter of some regret, but I did go and spend some time in the West Bank with my mother’s settler family, and saw the oppression used against the Palestinians at first hand. I went to Hitler’s house in the Bavarian Alps, and got a bit of the concrete for my altar. I went to the spot where the Archduke Franz Ferdinand was assassinated, The only skyscraper in Sarajevo was on the ground in bits. The Croat areas were rebuilt, but the Bosnian areas still had the bullet and shell holes. I stood in front of the ruins of Stari Most (the Old Bridge now rebuilt) in Mostar which had been plunged into the Neretva by the guns of Croatian tanks destroying a national symbol of Bosnia-Herzegovina. I
I focalised the 2001 International rainbow gathering in a fully ethnically-cleansed part tucked under the Croat/Bosnian border where thousands of people had miraculously disappeared, and met some of the people responsible and heard their stories. And saw some of the ‘ghosts.’
I have looked at the GameBoard.
Are or aren’t we changing it just by being here?
We have played whatever part we have had in the ‘play?’, story? drama? So far.
In Greek Macedonia there is a town called Drama, and in the Peloponnese there is a village called ‘Metamorphosis’ on the back road to Kalamata. I’ve been to Delphi twice.
I don’t know if you want to AVOID what’s coming. I’m talking about the possibility of ‘transforming’ it and our-selves, which will perforce make changes. I am working from my experience, as I presume you are from yours. My experience says we can do this with a fixed group, because we HAVE, but that is not the situation now. Many people seem to have regressed, rather than developed.
Covid was/is the perfect barometer.
Taking any aspects of the Game seriously? There is obviously a Script. which they are trying to follow. How seriously does the script and has it touched you/me? Yours?
Your street is not on fire, the houses are still standing? Today, Ukraine and Gaza/West Bank. Not to forget all the conflicts we DON’T KNOW about.
Tomorrow? We will die when our time comes. When our allotted breaths run out. But if your house is on fire, I wouldn’t criticise you for trying to extinguish the flames.
But in terms of the emotions, we will have to learn when to let go.
I do not advise you or me to take it SERIOUSLY, in that sense. Our dream world, for example, is as or more? real than this one, for example. Which is which?
Pray for guidance to do the best thing, that’s about it. For now.
xxx
ethompson
November 18, 2023 at 11:35 amAriel xxx
What you encountered in the West bank is still very much alive here in South Dakota and other states where there are Indian People. This quote by Winston Churchill sums up the sick mindset of the white supremacists. “I do not admit … for instance, that a great wrong has been done to the Red Indians of America or the black people of Australia. I do not admit that a wrong has been done to these people by the fact that a stronger race, a higher-grade race, a more worldly wise race to put it that way, has come in and taken their place.”
Just replace Red Indians with Palestinians.
The non human elitist script, will eventually effect all of us. It is best to live in the moment in gratitude for the peace we have…however long it will last. I am looking forward to the incoming cosmic events that will transform our awareness and allow us to transcend this hell world. Cosmic radiation is increasing, changing our dna, expanding our awareness. We must not allow ourselves to enter the game and jeopardise this amazing opportunity.The unplugged will go mad. We are seeing it all around us. Our mission is to become masters of our ego’s and not its slaves.
Exciting time to be alive, Ariel. We have waited for this moment for many lifetimes. Spiritual transcendence is at hand.
Love you much.
ariel
November 19, 2023 at 11:37 amI was of course, thinking about exactly THAT. I was/am well aware of what the situation is in SD.
At one point I asked you what the vibe was like on the Res, and you said ‘Alcohol, meth and despair.’ The US Cavalry are not doing actual massacres at the moment. Slow kill designed as ‘normal life’ is the ‘civilised’ way, apparently.
I guess we HAVE to have an ego to enter this level, but when we have ‘real-eyes-ed’ the truth of what this level is, when we have read and can see the ‘blueprint aka the construction manual,’ that we have to remove ‘the control link, annul the control unit, then we can see all the sides at once, and cannot be swayed emotionally, regardless of anybody’s attempt to make us take sides, because like the politicians, the red one or the blue one, the sides are a) one side masquerading as two. The government ALWAYS gets in. The actual problem is much more basic and integral than the merely political. b) It is ‘built-in.’
And we each of us have to personally deal with it, and we can’t do it for anyone else, no matter how much we may WANT to, because THAT’S the problem.
From my own experience, the physical world is, as Timothy Leary liked to put it, ‘thermoplastic,’ NOT ‘thermosetting’, and it can change in front of you, making the ‘so-called LAWS of PHYSICS’ irrelevant. We have to make ourselves OPEN to that, choose your word,
CERTAINTY,
POSSIBILITY
IMPOSSIBILITY
LIKELIHOOD
UNLIKELYHOOD
ABSOLUTELY
ABSOLUTELY NOT
That should tell you how open you are.
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ariel
November 16, 2023 at 12:53 pmTous ensemble.
Tutti insieme.
Todos juntos ya.
Alles zusammen
All together -now.
Now you know.
xxxxxx
markfarrar
November 17, 2023 at 4:48 amI know I’m Nearly Nothing …
I know I’m Almost Everything .
ariel
November 17, 2023 at 11:43 amOur false personality/ego-I-dentity is partially constructed ‘by,’ and partly constructed by ourselves as a reaction ‘to’ the antics of our parents, primary care-givers, peer group(s), and teachers.
‘Yes, I MUST be.’ A low-level emotional-astral construct.
To the necessary extent, we have to DECONSTRUCT it. Each our-selves, willingly.
It is generally obedient and compliant to the wrong kind of authority, because that is how it has been trained over decades by constant repetition, and the punishments that often go hand-in-hand with it.
Living in a constant state of FEAR and discomfort which has become the normal base-line emotional frequency.
We are being/have been deliberately trained to fail to recognise our spiritual nature, and as the Eagles so cogently put it. in ‘Hotel California,’ to become ‘Prisoners of our own device’, which has now been revealed to have ironic multiple meanings.
We are not trying to harm anybody, per se, but we are aware that to raise the vibrational frequency will heavily ‘re-organise and destabilise the prevailing orthodoxy, (Greek for ‘having the right opinion) and the wannabee totalitarians, and that is completely intentional. Raising the vibration literally short-circuits the ability of the lower level to function.
I looked (inwardly) this morning, and, because this is now extremely late in ‘the 11th hour, I have instigated a circle as I have described using seven of us. If you are aware of this, taking effect from 10.07 am GMT -this morning, please feel free to comment,
I can see that there is quite a lot of unharmonised unanchored higher frequency energy kicking about, and I assume that this is because most of the individuals concerned simply don’t know what to do (with it) under the present circumstances. People who understand the picture but who don’t know what to do with it. Or are a bit afraid, period, but don’t be. This is why we are HERE with these abilities, at this time.
Do we allow them to carry out the Great Reset/4th Industrial Revolution/Net Zero/Agenda 2030/population reduction?. I do not, in fact, I forbid it.
Decades ago I had a dream or vision:
That suddenly the wannabee controllers changed, let go of their trip, as if they had forgotten it, what it was all about. The vibe changed, and the prevailing feeling was joy.
If we raise the frequency, and you can ask the Earth’s help in and for this, they will be automatically unplugged if they try to enter our collective space.
Love you all
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ethompson
November 17, 2023 at 1:48 pmEpic! Ariel.
Love you much.
markfarrar
November 24, 2023 at 5:10 amphew … I do feel like I tethered
some of that high frequency psychic
and emotional energy , Ariel described .
my Heart always says POSSIBLE but
my Head usually says UNLIKELY .
I still need Cosmic L plates !
Learning all ze time …..
ethompson
November 24, 2023 at 9:08 amCosmic L Plates lol!
ariel
November 24, 2023 at 1:39 pmOK, I’ll resume.
x
markfarrar
November 25, 2023 at 4:33 amI am CERTAIN
that it is ABSOLUTELY
and fundamentally IMPOSSIBLE
for You to Stop Resisting the Scourge of Tyranny
and I Allow , Accept and Absorb ,
All the Energy and Love
You can spare …..
ariel
November 25, 2023 at 10:11 amYou’re on.
x
ariel
November 26, 2023 at 3:52 pmOh, Mark and everybody else especially UK residents should/must watch this.
https://expose-news.com/2023/11/24/hidden-agenda-behind-uk-gov-chemtrail-operations/
watch the video. He covers some of the spiritual aspects.
it gives some important details.
x
ethompson
November 26, 2023 at 5:03 pmThis is very scary. https://rumble.com/v2609xm-john-olooney-on-un-troops-trained-to-deploy-in-uk.html
What do you think about this Ariel and Mark? Zen sent it to me.
markfarrar
November 27, 2023 at 5:33 amChemtrails , Mercenaries , Migrants … scary ?
Nope .
Tourists in Dorset in August ?
Supermarket shopping in December ?
Ariels death stare , eyes of the Abyss ?
terrifying !!!
ariel
November 27, 2023 at 12:27 pmI already knew about it. I saw an interview recently. with two Indian or Pakistani guys, one of whom admitted at the end. ‘Yes, we are military guys.’
Watching the numbers of fit young men of military age coming off boats year after year, it was fairly obvious, and there had been rumours about the UN’s intentions here for a couple of years. And the political parties just lie their heads off, as usual.
I don’t look upon it as ‘The Abyss,’ although I appreciate Nietzsche’s comment about staring into it.
The world is what it is.
xxxxx
ariel
December 2, 2023 at 9:10 amIf you are not aware that the ‘invisible circle’ exists, in a quiet place, close your eyes and intend/imagine/see that you are standing in a very large inwardly facing circle of people. You cannot see them all clearly, but you are aware that they/you are all gathered ‘here’ together for the purpose of raising and communicating directly with the consciousness of humanity, starting with all of us in the circle itself. Join hands with the person next to you, your right palm to their left. Imagine that there is a glowing crystal actually within your connected palms. sending its transforming rays through your wrists, up your forearms
Someone may start to sing, softly but audible to everyone in the circle.
All together now, as one, but each of our own volition, answering to an unspoken unheard inner command. move the energy of your heart to your left through the medium of the channels in your arms into the right palm, hand, wrist, arm, of the person on your left, who is also focused on and in their own heart, forming the transmission link from person to person. As we do this, we set up a deliberate energetic current, which can be compared to a very large psychic alternator. which is raising our awareness, the collective awareness of the circle and BEYOND, our energetic storage capacity, psychic abilities and the capacity for this energy to be deliberately focused to any purpose acceptable to the whole circle through regular circle sharing. In this kind of energy field, you DO NOT GET SILLY, in case you were wondering. Those who cannot handle it cannot and will not stay in it, and those who would misuse it are (self-) energetically ejected. The disharmony between inner and outer is too great. Like being ripped apart.
As one of my gurus back then put it, ‘the human body comes complete. It has all the CUSTOM features already designed and built-in.’ We just have been deliberately NOT taught what they are and how to use them, that’s all.
markfarrar
December 4, 2023 at 6:17 amthanks for that ariel ,
clear and simple enough
for an Oaf like meself to comprehend .
I shall be working to get better at visualisation
this winter , whilst addressing my balance of sincerity and silliness !